a new day, a new experience, a new realization...
sa pagumpisa ng panibagong araw, umuulan at masarap matulog... malamig eh, sayang humiga na lang sa kama at takasan ang buhay ng pagiging estudyante... as usual, hindi ko ito mataksan kasi kailangan kong gawin ito at medyo nagugustuhan ko na ng konti ang second sem, exept for one thing...
pag dating ko sa iskul eh maaga pa... may time para makipag usap sa mga kaclase ko... dumating si tina, oyeh! dala niya ang hinihiram kong libro, so this day is good after all... physics 2, ang unang subject, ayus naman at maganda ang umpisa ng araw namin... naiintindihan ko naman ang lessons...may konting takot lang kasi sa tuesday eh isang long quiz ang nagaabang sa amin... tapos susunod na subject. ang integral calculus... WAAAAAAAAA!!!! hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi kami magkabati ng subject na ito... nakakainis kasi hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ba naman, ayaw pumasok ng mga tinuturo ni mam fernando sa utak ko.. kainis... bumabagsak na ako sa subject na ito. pero no choice ako kung hindi pag aralan ito at maglagay ng extrang effort sa pag- aral...logic! ang saya talaga ng subject na ito... well, besides sa magaling na professor eh ayus talaga ang mga tinuturo dito...
3 subjects sa araw na ito... uwian na...
well umuulan ng malakas, so medyo napasenti ako ng konti sa bus...
then, napansin ko, all in all, mahilig talaga akong magday dream.. a form of escape, nabubuhay ako sa mundong ito na kung saan, gustong-gusto ko. nalaman ko na duwag pala ako, dahil isa akong tanga na umiiwas sa problema...
time to shape up... to make a difference to myself, that's what i need.!!!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
a simple ideal
isang written compostion na pina assignment ng prof namin sa v.s. hindi naman pinapasa
Simple ideal
-aldren thomas rocha
I am a boy who is seeking
A perfect ideal; fit for someone's dreaming
With a character that's not hiding
Nor a heart who surely was not beating
As i walk each day
I look along my way
Hoping that i will see
Someone who is real
There's not a day that passes by
That i've never miss to look and try
At first i thought this job was easy
Until it made me very dizzy
Then i saw the sunset
Maybe this task is not easy to get
Then i ride the bus, now im going home
The day ends; the time has reasons of it's own
Then i stop; and then i think
Maybe i didn't find him because i have blinked
Or maybe i'm just finding too far that i may sink
In something that is not so distinct
As far as i know; i was confused
So i decided to stop thinking.
I then open my eyes ouside of the window
To see people on my surprise
A saw this man, a beggar to be exact
He is finding garbages for a living
In far; he's contented, but it's not a fact
But when you looked closely,
He's someone more than that
It's traffic as i can as all may seem
In my case, more time for me to see
What lies behind that man
Who's now picking up the tin can
His clothes were dirty,
The body is all filthy.
He stoped, then he sat along the side walk
Rested, silently
Then he put his hand on his head
There's something now dropping from his eye.
A little spot
Where i saw a tear drop
The bus started to go
It is hard for it to slow
I have no choice but to sit back
And think of what i saw
I offered a prayer
For that man who it think was in hunger
To hope that he will find a decent dinner
That is fitted for him and not for a sinner
Then i realized
Im not finding a politician
An actor or a rich man
But a person who has substance, like that man
In status, he is poor
He might be weak
But i find him strong
More than a man who is fit
In him i saw
The urge to live
A life full of struggle
That no one can leap
The tear in his eye
A second of defeat
But living that kind of life
Makes him a winner deserving not to weep
I saw in him
What life may seem
He not only an ideal
But an ispiration
Because inside of him
More maybe seen;
A heart that beats,
And a spirit that breathes
i can't simply cry
i can't simply cry
-aldren thomas rocha
how to live a life
if the light inside
is slowly turning dim
and glass inside has shattered into small pieces
how can anyone capture moments
if one cannot create those
if he is stuck in a black whole
when a second is equal to eternity
how can someone be happy
if others insist what they want
for the person whose wants something
therefore not achieving what he wants
how can i get something i wish
if there is not such thing as chance to get it
it's either, they say it's not what they want for me
or we can't simply have it
how can i feel accomplishment
is others pull me down
in something they want for me
leaving my dreams aside for them
how can i think for a solutions
when problems are over powering
living in the real world
and not in a world where i think of solutions
how can i have a peaceful life
when my mind thinks of something
my body pursue it
and at the end i will regret what i've done
how can somebody feel me
when everybody hears only jokes
then after that, everybody leaves me
weeping and had been eaten by sorrow
how can i love
if i catched all the rejections
creating a wall of stone
leaving no space for my heart to breathe
how can i cry
if there is no shoulder to cry on
i always gladly share mine
and when the time i weep, everybody turns and walk away
how can i have a happy ending
im busy hearing everybody's love story
and in the end
i realized, where is mine?
how can i reach the world
when i am busy pushing someone upward
to catch his/her dreams
then after that, i am burried under, left with no one
how can i possibly meet ms right
if i got all the imperfections
making myself not fitted
for any ms right anymore
how can i open a door
if i was knocking from the start
and everyone is pushing their door
against me
i can possibly live my life
until i can't live anymore
living my life is not easy;
a little helps to leave a little easy
but more pulls me inside a vortex that i can't anymore escape
my emotions are stuck
i live a life where most of the time i can't get what i want
i can't live freely and to the fullest
i want to explode and cry
but i simply can't
i've got to be strong
for everyone to see
but little by little
i am giving up
i need someone to hear me cry
i need someone to give me heat
a heat that can warm my emotions back again
to heal my spirit,
wounded and shivering
numb from everybody's throwing
i tried to heal it by myself
but it wouldn't
he just told me to stop
this problem cannot be solved by the two of us
but then, don't stop holding
if i let go,
maybe i just don't know anymore.
-aldren thomas rocha
how to live a life
if the light inside
is slowly turning dim
and glass inside has shattered into small pieces
how can anyone capture moments
if one cannot create those
if he is stuck in a black whole
when a second is equal to eternity
how can someone be happy
if others insist what they want
for the person whose wants something
therefore not achieving what he wants
how can i get something i wish
if there is not such thing as chance to get it
it's either, they say it's not what they want for me
or we can't simply have it
how can i feel accomplishment
is others pull me down
in something they want for me
leaving my dreams aside for them
how can i think for a solutions
when problems are over powering
living in the real world
and not in a world where i think of solutions
how can i have a peaceful life
when my mind thinks of something
my body pursue it
and at the end i will regret what i've done
how can somebody feel me
when everybody hears only jokes
then after that, everybody leaves me
weeping and had been eaten by sorrow
how can i love
if i catched all the rejections
creating a wall of stone
leaving no space for my heart to breathe
how can i cry
if there is no shoulder to cry on
i always gladly share mine
and when the time i weep, everybody turns and walk away
how can i have a happy ending
im busy hearing everybody's love story
and in the end
i realized, where is mine?
how can i reach the world
when i am busy pushing someone upward
to catch his/her dreams
then after that, i am burried under, left with no one
how can i possibly meet ms right
if i got all the imperfections
making myself not fitted
for any ms right anymore
how can i open a door
if i was knocking from the start
and everyone is pushing their door
against me
i can possibly live my life
until i can't live anymore
living my life is not easy;
a little helps to leave a little easy
but more pulls me inside a vortex that i can't anymore escape
my emotions are stuck
i live a life where most of the time i can't get what i want
i can't live freely and to the fullest
i want to explode and cry
but i simply can't
i've got to be strong
for everyone to see
but little by little
i am giving up
i need someone to hear me cry
i need someone to give me heat
a heat that can warm my emotions back again
to heal my spirit,
wounded and shivering
numb from everybody's throwing
i tried to heal it by myself
but it wouldn't
he just told me to stop
this problem cannot be solved by the two of us
but then, don't stop holding
if i let go,
maybe i just don't know anymore.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
hindi ko alam kung anong title ang ilalagay ko
well, i woke up early...as my body clock suggests...
i woke this morning, opened my eyes and it's 5:30... i decided to get up... para maligo so bumaba na ako dala ko ang towel ko as always, then napansin ko... parang umaayon ang panahon sa akin, kahit na madilim pa eh nakikita ko ang pagbadya ng isang malakas na ulan... well hindi pa naman bumabagsak yung ulan pero alam ko lng eh... tsamba.! it's cloudy outside as i saw, tapos biglang umihip ang sobrang lamig na hangin.. so ayun humiga ako sa sofa namin at ikinumot ang towel kong dala... iidlip muna ako ng konti lng... tpos nasense ko na bumababa na si inay galing sa taas... ayun gumising na ako... umupo ng sandali tapos naligo na... then, bihis kinuha yung jacket kasi mas mabuti ng handa, kumain, at umalis...
umaambon na, so bukas ang payong sabay lakad. tpos naghintay ng bus sa dating hintayan ng bus... umupo sa may bintana... nagumpisa nang lumutang ang akin utak, ayun,., pagdating ng vicente cruz. traffic na so umidlip muna ako tapos nung tinatamad na akong umidlip... nilabas ko yung rubics tapos ginulo at sinolve ko ng paulit ulit... hanggang sa masawa ako... pagkatapos ko, tinago ko ulit sa bag... traffic parin pero malapit na ako sa legarda... tumingin ako sa labas, hindi ako nagiisip... gumagalaw lng yung imagination ko pero, parang wala ako sa sarili...
pagdating sa school, im late sa unang subject,., physics... sobrang traffic kasi... so nalate ng konti sa lecture ni mam casquejo pero nakahabol naman ako, salamat sa kanyang notes sa board... then ayun... nagsulat ng notes... nagaral ng parang isang totoong estudyante... tapos punta na sa clase ng integral... quiz naming ngayon, just as i suspected,., mahirap at nahirapan ako... nakakainis, pero i admit defeat. talo ako, pero lumaban ako... sinagutan ko ung quiz with all my stock knowledge... natetemp na akong kumopya pero i restrained myself... sana makabawi... pagkatapos ng i.c. break kami ng 30 mins. as usual joke time kasama yung mga lagi kong kasama... tawanan, asaran... then it's logic time... the subject that i most enjoy... ang saya saya at ang sarap makinig kay sr. ibañez... galing magdefend at bumuo ng conclusions... he's good and that's what i want, nambabara pero hindi ka mapapahiya na tulad ng ibang mga prof... pagbinara ka o may reply siya sa sagot mo, he's telling you to think twice... i salute him...
sa logic class... meron siyang assignment na ipapasa sa december 6 ata... well a simple reflection paper na kailang idefend o magreflect kung si satan ba ay pure evil o talagang nasa hell siya kasi tagapaghatol siya sa hell, siya yung nagbuburn ng souls for eternity... kung nasa hell siya dapat binuburn na rin yung soul niya... something like that...
may tinanong pa siya tungkol sa chair... ang perception nung una nung iba kong kaclse it something to be sitted upon... humirit si sr. na 'if i sit on you, are now considered a chair?' it's good... hahaha tawana kaming lahat... i really enjoy logic... *the word that classifies the chair is the chairness...
last class na namin yun tapos umuwi na ako... as usual parang kaninang umaga, traffic at lumulutang ang utak ko... maybe it's a sickness na hindi ko lam... i don' know... but i know in myself that something bothers me... hindi na kaya ng blog na magease ng pain...im not being emo or somesort pero sa tingin ko malungkot ako... then i realized ngayon-ngayon lng at may natandaan ako... yung quote ni sr.bob na maybe im just a good movie that after everyshow everybody leaves me behind... ngayon, nasesense ko na smiles, laughs, sabi ng iba makwela daw ako... lumalabas yung side na iyon kapag may mga kasama ako paglabas ko sa bahay at sa school... wala na, or meron. yung talgang naging kaibigan ko na even for a sem...
i cherish my friends ,the feeling that i exert to them, gives them heat and i think they recieve it... the problem is lagi akong naglalabas pero wala akong nararamdaman na bumabalik... i don't know., baka ksp lng ako.... no it's more to that.. hindi ko masabi sa kanila,. sabi ko sa sarili ko na baka busy lang sila... then. i realize na bkit kung sa iba meron pero para sa akin wala... baka mababaw pa lang yung bonding namin, pero magkakasama kami sa araw araw... baka hanggang classmate lang ang kaya kong i-establish... i know na walang nagbabsa ng blog ko pero i hope na sana meron akong mapaglabasan ng luha... sana kahit sa chat lang o sa kung saan, magkaroon ng kahit konting pansin, talagang yun yung kailangan ko,.,
i do hope for someone, pray for that to happen...
i woke this morning, opened my eyes and it's 5:30... i decided to get up... para maligo so bumaba na ako dala ko ang towel ko as always, then napansin ko... parang umaayon ang panahon sa akin, kahit na madilim pa eh nakikita ko ang pagbadya ng isang malakas na ulan... well hindi pa naman bumabagsak yung ulan pero alam ko lng eh... tsamba.! it's cloudy outside as i saw, tapos biglang umihip ang sobrang lamig na hangin.. so ayun humiga ako sa sofa namin at ikinumot ang towel kong dala... iidlip muna ako ng konti lng... tpos nasense ko na bumababa na si inay galing sa taas... ayun gumising na ako... umupo ng sandali tapos naligo na... then, bihis kinuha yung jacket kasi mas mabuti ng handa, kumain, at umalis...
umaambon na, so bukas ang payong sabay lakad. tpos naghintay ng bus sa dating hintayan ng bus... umupo sa may bintana... nagumpisa nang lumutang ang akin utak, ayun,., pagdating ng vicente cruz. traffic na so umidlip muna ako tapos nung tinatamad na akong umidlip... nilabas ko yung rubics tapos ginulo at sinolve ko ng paulit ulit... hanggang sa masawa ako... pagkatapos ko, tinago ko ulit sa bag... traffic parin pero malapit na ako sa legarda... tumingin ako sa labas, hindi ako nagiisip... gumagalaw lng yung imagination ko pero, parang wala ako sa sarili...
pagdating sa school, im late sa unang subject,., physics... sobrang traffic kasi... so nalate ng konti sa lecture ni mam casquejo pero nakahabol naman ako, salamat sa kanyang notes sa board... then ayun... nagsulat ng notes... nagaral ng parang isang totoong estudyante... tapos punta na sa clase ng integral... quiz naming ngayon, just as i suspected,., mahirap at nahirapan ako... nakakainis, pero i admit defeat. talo ako, pero lumaban ako... sinagutan ko ung quiz with all my stock knowledge... natetemp na akong kumopya pero i restrained myself... sana makabawi... pagkatapos ng i.c. break kami ng 30 mins. as usual joke time kasama yung mga lagi kong kasama... tawanan, asaran... then it's logic time... the subject that i most enjoy... ang saya saya at ang sarap makinig kay sr. ibañez... galing magdefend at bumuo ng conclusions... he's good and that's what i want, nambabara pero hindi ka mapapahiya na tulad ng ibang mga prof... pagbinara ka o may reply siya sa sagot mo, he's telling you to think twice... i salute him...
sa logic class... meron siyang assignment na ipapasa sa december 6 ata... well a simple reflection paper na kailang idefend o magreflect kung si satan ba ay pure evil o talagang nasa hell siya kasi tagapaghatol siya sa hell, siya yung nagbuburn ng souls for eternity... kung nasa hell siya dapat binuburn na rin yung soul niya... something like that...
may tinanong pa siya tungkol sa chair... ang perception nung una nung iba kong kaclse it something to be sitted upon... humirit si sr. na 'if i sit on you, are now considered a chair?' it's good... hahaha tawana kaming lahat... i really enjoy logic... *the word that classifies the chair is the chairness...
last class na namin yun tapos umuwi na ako... as usual parang kaninang umaga, traffic at lumulutang ang utak ko... maybe it's a sickness na hindi ko lam... i don' know... but i know in myself that something bothers me... hindi na kaya ng blog na magease ng pain...im not being emo or somesort pero sa tingin ko malungkot ako... then i realized ngayon-ngayon lng at may natandaan ako... yung quote ni sr.bob na maybe im just a good movie that after everyshow everybody leaves me behind... ngayon, nasesense ko na smiles, laughs, sabi ng iba makwela daw ako... lumalabas yung side na iyon kapag may mga kasama ako paglabas ko sa bahay at sa school... wala na, or meron. yung talgang naging kaibigan ko na even for a sem...
i cherish my friends ,the feeling that i exert to them, gives them heat and i think they recieve it... the problem is lagi akong naglalabas pero wala akong nararamdaman na bumabalik... i don't know., baka ksp lng ako.... no it's more to that.. hindi ko masabi sa kanila,. sabi ko sa sarili ko na baka busy lang sila... then. i realize na bkit kung sa iba meron pero para sa akin wala... baka mababaw pa lang yung bonding namin, pero magkakasama kami sa araw araw... baka hanggang classmate lang ang kaya kong i-establish... i know na walang nagbabsa ng blog ko pero i hope na sana meron akong mapaglabasan ng luha... sana kahit sa chat lang o sa kung saan, magkaroon ng kahit konting pansin, talagang yun yung kailangan ko,.,
i do hope for someone, pray for that to happen...
hindi ko alam ang ilalagay kong title...
well, i woke up early...as my body clock suggests...
i woke this morning, opened my eyes and it's 5:30... i decided to get up... para maligo so bumaba na ako dala ko ang towel ko as always, then napansin ko... parang umaayon ang panahon sa akin, kahit na madilim pa eh nakikita ko ang pagbadya ng isang malakas na ulan... well hindi pa naman bumabagsak yung ulan pero alam ko lng eh... tsamba.! it's cloudy outside as i saw, tapos biglang umihip ang sobrang lamig na hangin.. so ayun humiga ako sa sofa namin at ikinumot ang towel kong dala... iidlip muna ako ng konti lng... tpos nasense ko na bumababa na si inay galing sa taas... ayun gumising na ako... umupo ng sandali tapos naligo na... then, bihis kinuha yung jacket kasi mas mabuti ng handa, kumain, at umalis...
umaambon na, so bukas ang payong sabay lakad. tpos naghintay ng bus sa dating hintayan ng bus... umupo sa may bintana... nagumpisa nang lumutang ang akin utak, ayun,., pagdating ng vicente cruz. traffic na so umidlip muna ako tapos nung tinatamad na akong umidlip... nilabas ko yung rubics tapos ginulo at sinolve ko ng paulit ulit... hanggang sa masawa ako... pagkatapos ko, tinago ko ulit sa bag... traffic parin pero malapit na ako sa legarda... tumingin ako sa labas, hindi ako nagiisip... gumagalaw lng yung imagination ko pero, parang wala ako sa sarili...
pagdating sa school, im late sa unang subject,., physics... sobrang traffic kasi... so nalate ng konti sa lecture ni mam casquejo pero nakahabol naman ako, salamat sa kanyang notes sa board... then ayun... nagsulat ng notes... nagaral ng parang isang totoong estudyante... tapos punta na sa clase ng integral... quiz naming ngayon, just as i suspected,., mahirap at nahirapan ako... nakakainis, pero i admit defeat. talo ako, pero lumaban ako... sinagutan ko ung quiz with all my stock knowledge... natetemp na akong kumopya pero i restrained myself... sana makabawi... pagkatapos ng i.c. break kami ng 30 mins. as usual joke time kasama yung mga lagi kong kasama... tawanan, asaran... then it's logic time... the subject that i most enjoy... ang saya saya at ang sarap makinig kay sr. ibañez... galing magdefend at bumuo ng conclusions... he's good and that's what i want, nambabara pero hindi ka mapapahiya na tulad ng ibang mga prof... pagbinara ka o may reply siya sa sagot mo, he's telling you to think twice... i salute him...
sa logic class... meron siyang assignment na ipapasa sa december 6 ata... well a simple reflection paper na kailang idefend o magreflect kung si satan ba ay pure evil o talagang nasa hell siya kasi tagapaghatol siya sa hell, siya yung nagbuburn ng souls for eternity... kung nasa hell siya dapat binuburn na rin yung soul niya... something like that...
may tinanong pa siya tungkol sa chair... ang perception nung una nung iba kong kaclse it something to be sitted upon... humirit si sr. na 'if i sit on you, are now considered a chair?' it's good... hahaha tawana kaming lahat... i really enjoy logic... *the word that classifies the chair is the chairness...
last class na namin yun tapos umuwi na ako... as usual parang kaninang umaga, traffic at lumulutang ang utak ko... maybe it's a sickness na hindi ko lam... i don' know... but i know in myself that something bothers me... hindi na kaya ng blog na magease ng pain...im not being emo or somesort pero sa tingin ko malungkot ako... then i realized ngayon-ngayon lng at may natandaan ako... yung quote ni sr.bob na maybe im just a good movie that after everyshow everybody leaves me behind... ngayon, nasesense ko na smiles, laughs, sabi ng iba makwela daw ako... lumalabas yung side na iyon kapag may mga kasama ako paglabas ko sa bahay at sa school... wala na, or meron. yung talgang naging kaibigan ko na even for a sem...
i cherish my friends ,the feeling that i exert to them, gives them heat and i think they recieve it... the problem is lagi akong naglalabas pero wala akong nararamdaman na bumabalik... i don't know., baka ksp lng ako.... no it's more to that.. hindi ko masabi sa kanila,. sabi ko sa sarili ko na baka busy lang sila... then. i realize na bkit kung sa iba meron pero para sa akin wala... baka mababaw pa lang yung bonding namin, pero magkakasama kami sa araw araw... baka hanggang classmate lang ang kaya kong i-establish... i know na walang nagbabsa ng blog ko pero i hope na sana meron akong mapaglabasan ng luha... sana kahit sa chat lang o sa kung saan, magkaroon ng kahit konting pansin, talagang yun yung kailangan ko,.,
i do hope for someone, pray for that to happen...
i woke this morning, opened my eyes and it's 5:30... i decided to get up... para maligo so bumaba na ako dala ko ang towel ko as always, then napansin ko... parang umaayon ang panahon sa akin, kahit na madilim pa eh nakikita ko ang pagbadya ng isang malakas na ulan... well hindi pa naman bumabagsak yung ulan pero alam ko lng eh... tsamba.! it's cloudy outside as i saw, tapos biglang umihip ang sobrang lamig na hangin.. so ayun humiga ako sa sofa namin at ikinumot ang towel kong dala... iidlip muna ako ng konti lng... tpos nasense ko na bumababa na si inay galing sa taas... ayun gumising na ako... umupo ng sandali tapos naligo na... then, bihis kinuha yung jacket kasi mas mabuti ng handa, kumain, at umalis...
umaambon na, so bukas ang payong sabay lakad. tpos naghintay ng bus sa dating hintayan ng bus... umupo sa may bintana... nagumpisa nang lumutang ang akin utak, ayun,., pagdating ng vicente cruz. traffic na so umidlip muna ako tapos nung tinatamad na akong umidlip... nilabas ko yung rubics tapos ginulo at sinolve ko ng paulit ulit... hanggang sa masawa ako... pagkatapos ko, tinago ko ulit sa bag... traffic parin pero malapit na ako sa legarda... tumingin ako sa labas, hindi ako nagiisip... gumagalaw lng yung imagination ko pero, parang wala ako sa sarili...
pagdating sa school, im late sa unang subject,., physics... sobrang traffic kasi... so nalate ng konti sa lecture ni mam casquejo pero nakahabol naman ako, salamat sa kanyang notes sa board... then ayun... nagsulat ng notes... nagaral ng parang isang totoong estudyante... tapos punta na sa clase ng integral... quiz naming ngayon, just as i suspected,., mahirap at nahirapan ako... nakakainis, pero i admit defeat. talo ako, pero lumaban ako... sinagutan ko ung quiz with all my stock knowledge... natetemp na akong kumopya pero i restrained myself... sana makabawi... pagkatapos ng i.c. break kami ng 30 mins. as usual joke time kasama yung mga lagi kong kasama... tawanan, asaran... then it's logic time... the subject that i most enjoy... ang saya saya at ang sarap makinig kay sr. ibañez... galing magdefend at bumuo ng conclusions... he's good and that's what i want, nambabara pero hindi ka mapapahiya na tulad ng ibang mga prof... pagbinara ka o may reply siya sa sagot mo, he's telling you to think twice... i salute him...
sa logic class... meron siyang assignment na ipapasa sa december 6 ata... well a simple reflection paper na kailang idefend o magreflect kung si satan ba ay pure evil o talagang nasa hell siya kasi tagapaghatol siya sa hell, siya yung nagbuburn ng souls for eternity... kung nasa hell siya dapat binuburn na rin yung soul niya... something like that...
may tinanong pa siya tungkol sa chair... ang perception nung una nung iba kong kaclse it something to be sitted upon... humirit si sr. na 'if i sit on you, are now considered a chair?' it's good... hahaha tawana kaming lahat... i really enjoy logic... *the word that classifies the chair is the chairness...
last class na namin yun tapos umuwi na ako... as usual parang kaninang umaga, traffic at lumulutang ang utak ko... maybe it's a sickness na hindi ko lam... i don' know... but i know in myself that something bothers me... hindi na kaya ng blog na magease ng pain...im not being emo or somesort pero sa tingin ko malungkot ako... then i realized ngayon-ngayon lng at may natandaan ako... yung quote ni sr.bob na maybe im just a good movie that after everyshow everybody leaves me behind... ngayon, nasesense ko na smiles, laughs, sabi ng iba makwela daw ako... lumalabas yung side na iyon kapag may mga kasama ako paglabas ko sa bahay at sa school... wala na, or meron. yung talgang naging kaibigan ko na even for a sem...
i cherish my friends ,the feeling that i exert to them, gives them heat and i think they recieve it... the problem is lagi akong naglalabas pero wala akong nararamdaman na bumabalik... i don't know., baka ksp lng ako.... no it's more to that.. hindi ko masabi sa kanila,. sabi ko sa sarili ko na baka busy lang sila... then. i realize na bkit kung sa iba meron pero para sa akin wala... baka mababaw pa lang yung bonding namin, pero magkakasama kami sa araw araw... baka hanggang classmate lang ang kaya kong i-establish... i know na walang nagbabsa ng blog ko pero i hope na sana meron akong mapaglabasan ng luha... sana kahit sa chat lang o sa kung saan, magkaroon ng kahit konting pansin, talagang yun yung kailangan ko,.,
i do hope for someone, pray for that to happen...
Friday, November 9, 2007
something's missing
much has been said
many are done
but in the end it falls
still short for something no one can see
i've put myself
doing for something
i've searched everywhere
to find nothing
inside then i ask
what do i need
maybe money, material things
then i think twice, maybe not
i've got friends
i have a family
it is still working
so what i must have to search
then i remember
one place i've got to look
somewhere near
a place where i didn't notice
then there i saw
what i lack
something easily given
but not always must be given
praise that's i need
the hunger with it
maybe im over reacting
but that's what i lack from my mother
in everything i do
there's no such good
in everyhing i say
there is always reject
maybe what i need
someone who can
turn this nightmare in to something good
to turn this wheel around
then i take a look
inside was fine
but when i looked closer
i saw a little problem
my heart's still beating
but then i realized
it's now weak
and no blood is flowing
after this, i live my life
lot's of laughs, stories and many more
but then something i know
it's good in the outside
then it's hollow inside
by me
many are done
but in the end it falls
still short for something no one can see
i've put myself
doing for something
i've searched everywhere
to find nothing
inside then i ask
what do i need
maybe money, material things
then i think twice, maybe not
i've got friends
i have a family
it is still working
so what i must have to search
then i remember
one place i've got to look
somewhere near
a place where i didn't notice
then there i saw
what i lack
something easily given
but not always must be given
praise that's i need
the hunger with it
maybe im over reacting
but that's what i lack from my mother
in everything i do
there's no such good
in everyhing i say
there is always reject
maybe what i need
someone who can
turn this nightmare in to something good
to turn this wheel around
then i take a look
inside was fine
but when i looked closer
i saw a little problem
my heart's still beating
but then i realized
it's now weak
and no blood is flowing
after this, i live my life
lot's of laughs, stories and many more
but then something i know
it's good in the outside
then it's hollow inside
by me
something's missing
much has been said
many are done
but in the end it falls
still short for something no one can see
i've put myself
doing for something
i've searched everywhere
to find nothing
inside then i ask
what do i need
maybe money, material things
then i think twice, maybe not
i've got friends
i have a family
it is still working
so what i must have to search
then i remember
one place i've got to look
somewhere near
a place where i didn't notice
then there i saw
what i lack
something easily given
but not always must be given
praise that's i need
the hunger with it
maybe im over reacting
but that's what i lack from my mother
in everything i do
there's no such good
in everyhing i say
there is always reject
maybe what i need
someone who can
turn this nightmare in to something good
to turn this wheel around
then i take a look
inside was fine
but when i looked closer
i saw a little problem
my heart's still beating
but then i realized
it's now weak
and no blood is flowing
after this, i live my life
lot's of laughs, stories and many more
but then something i know
it's good in the outside
then it's hollow inside
many are done
but in the end it falls
still short for something no one can see
i've put myself
doing for something
i've searched everywhere
to find nothing
inside then i ask
what do i need
maybe money, material things
then i think twice, maybe not
i've got friends
i have a family
it is still working
so what i must have to search
then i remember
one place i've got to look
somewhere near
a place where i didn't notice
then there i saw
what i lack
something easily given
but not always must be given
praise that's i need
the hunger with it
maybe im over reacting
but that's what i lack from my mother
in everything i do
there's no such good
in everyhing i say
there is always reject
maybe what i need
someone who can
turn this nightmare in to something good
to turn this wheel around
then i take a look
inside was fine
but when i looked closer
i saw a little problem
my heart's still beating
but then i realized
it's now weak
and no blood is flowing
after this, i live my life
lot's of laughs, stories and many more
but then something i know
it's good in the outside
then it's hollow inside
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
a simple fairytale
when i woke up this morning
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*charoaldrin/lipas_gu2m/tirador ng kaning lamig
by:
aldren thomas rocha
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*charoaldrin/lipas_gu2m/tirador ng kaning lamig
by:
aldren thomas rocha
a simple fairytale
when i woke up this morning
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*lipas_gu2m
by:
aldren thomas rocha
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*lipas_gu2m
by:
aldren thomas rocha
Monday, November 5, 2007
nakakapanglokong araw
the first day of the second sem is good... kitakits nanaman kami,., may ialng absent na parang may hangover pa sa sem break at may masisipag naman pumasok katulad namin.. as usual stick together theme ang nangyari kanina yung mga nagblock... kamikami yun... ay nagsamasama sa isang parte ng clasrum..
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
nakakapanglokong araw
the first day of the second sem is good... kitakits nanaman kami,., may ialng absent na parang may hangover pa sa sem break at may masisipag naman pumasok katulad namin.. as usual stick together theme ang nangyari kanina yung mga nagblock... kamikami yun... ay nagsamasama sa isang parte ng clasrum..
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
Friday, November 2, 2007
the squash rumble
the squash rumble, ay isang ulam na nadiskubre namin ni ate zen ng hindi sinasadya... patty.,. we created a lot of them, from burger patty, potato patty, and squash patty also... i know how to cook them, kasi medyo madalas din akong nauutusan magluto dahil ang daming ginagawa ni ate zen... october 31 pa nun.,, it's already 3 pm tapos, scheduled kami na pumunta sa condo nila kim a.k.a as the 4k's (mga cousins)...
WTF 3 pm na! kailangan ko na mag ayos ng damit, maligo bago umalis, kumain, at magluto... oyeh... all in 2 hours... well no sweat yung mga yun kaso, ang dami pa ginawa bago ko gawin ang mga ito.,. DAFA! leche, groggy na ako nung mga panahon na iyon kaya nanghihina na ako... well ginagawa ko na yung patty, first yung squash then egg then chopped some onions and garlic. konting paminta at ! HUWA! ang liit nung flour,,, na taranta na ako.. kasi nakasalang na yung kawali sa stove tapos mainit na yung oil... patay...
so wala na akong nagawa kung hindi sumugal... sinubukan ko... YES! yung una, patty... tapos yung sumunod... OW NOSE! not quite of a patty.. humingi na ako ng retreat... nagsabi na ako kay ate zen na noon ay naglalaba... "paano 2?"... pressured na ako, so i decided to lower down the fire... mahina na yung apoy sa stove... tapos sabi ni ate zen... gawan daw ng paraan.... napaisip ako... tapos out of no where... may lumabas na bulb sa ulo ni ate zen... sabi niya, may gata sa loob ng ref! OYEH! na gegets ko na so hininaan ko pa yung apoy na to the extent na almost na isang ihip nlng eh mamamatay na... tapos drain yung oil dun sa squash, then/// put all the batter ng squash patty tapos may gata...
halo ng halo hanggang sa malapot...
in an instant... bagong recipe, but no name...
nag suggest si ate zen na squash rumble... nag rumble rumble na kasi yung kitchen sa pressure...second motion naman si mic...
new recipe.. hindi sinasadya and thanks to pressure...
after that, eh tasting... damn it's good.. sarap na ulam kasama ng tuna...
after that all went well... i've done all the remaining errands at nakaligo pa within 2 hours and 15 mins...
the squash rumble...
the squash rumble, ay isang ulam na nadiskubre namin ni ate zen ng hindi sinasadya...
patty.,. we created a lot of them, from burger patty, potato patty, and squash patty also... i know how to cook them, kasi medyo madalas din akong nauutusan magluto dahil ang daming ginagawa ni ate zen... october 31 pa nun.,, it's already 3 pm tapos, scheduled kami na pumunta sa condo nila kim a.k.a as the 4k's (mga cousins)...
WTF 3 pm na! kailangan ko na mag ayos ng damit, maligo bago umalis, kumain, at magluto... oyeh... all in 2 hours... well no sweat yung mga yun kaso, ang dami pa ginawa bago ko gawin ang mga ito.,. DAFA! leche, groggy na ako nung mga panahon na iyon kaya nanghihina na ako... well ginagawa ko na yung patty, first yung squash then egg then chopped some onions and garlic. konting paminta at ! HUWA! ang liit nung flour,,, na taranta na ako.. kasi nakasalang na yung kawali sa stove tapos mainit na yung oil... patay...
so wala na akong nagawa kung hindi sumugal... sinubukan ko... YES! yung una, patty... tapos yung sumunod... OW NOSE! not quite of a patty.. humingi na ako ng retreat... nagsabi na ako kay ate zen na noon ay naglalaba... "paano 2?"... pressured na ako, so i decided to lower down the fire... mahina na yung apoy sa stove... tapos sabi ni ate zen... gawan daw ng paraan.... napaisip ako... tapos out of no where... may lumabas na bulb sa ulo ni ate zen... sabi niya, may gata sa loob ng ref! OYEH! na gegets ko na so hininaan ko pa yung apoy na to the extent na almost na isang ihip nlng eh mamamatay na... tapos drain yung oil dun sa squash, then/// put all the batter ng squash patty tapos may gata...
halo ng halo hanggang sa malapot...
in an instant... bagong recipe, but no name...
nag suggest si ate zen na squash rumble... nag rumble rumble na kasi yung kitchen sa pressure...second motion naman si mic...
new recipe.. hindi sinasadya and thanks to pressure...
after that, eh tasting... damn it's good.. sarap na ulam kasama ng tuna...
after that all went well... i've done all the remaining errands at nakaligo pa within 2 hours and 15 mins...
patty.,. we created a lot of them, from burger patty, potato patty, and squash patty also... i know how to cook them, kasi medyo madalas din akong nauutusan magluto dahil ang daming ginagawa ni ate zen... october 31 pa nun.,, it's already 3 pm tapos, scheduled kami na pumunta sa condo nila kim a.k.a as the 4k's (mga cousins)...
WTF 3 pm na! kailangan ko na mag ayos ng damit, maligo bago umalis, kumain, at magluto... oyeh... all in 2 hours... well no sweat yung mga yun kaso, ang dami pa ginawa bago ko gawin ang mga ito.,. DAFA! leche, groggy na ako nung mga panahon na iyon kaya nanghihina na ako... well ginagawa ko na yung patty, first yung squash then egg then chopped some onions and garlic. konting paminta at ! HUWA! ang liit nung flour,,, na taranta na ako.. kasi nakasalang na yung kawali sa stove tapos mainit na yung oil... patay...
so wala na akong nagawa kung hindi sumugal... sinubukan ko... YES! yung una, patty... tapos yung sumunod... OW NOSE! not quite of a patty.. humingi na ako ng retreat... nagsabi na ako kay ate zen na noon ay naglalaba... "paano 2?"... pressured na ako, so i decided to lower down the fire... mahina na yung apoy sa stove... tapos sabi ni ate zen... gawan daw ng paraan.... napaisip ako... tapos out of no where... may lumabas na bulb sa ulo ni ate zen... sabi niya, may gata sa loob ng ref! OYEH! na gegets ko na so hininaan ko pa yung apoy na to the extent na almost na isang ihip nlng eh mamamatay na... tapos drain yung oil dun sa squash, then/// put all the batter ng squash patty tapos may gata...
halo ng halo hanggang sa malapot...
in an instant... bagong recipe, but no name...
nag suggest si ate zen na squash rumble... nag rumble rumble na kasi yung kitchen sa pressure...second motion naman si mic...
new recipe.. hindi sinasadya and thanks to pressure...
after that, eh tasting... damn it's good.. sarap na ulam kasama ng tuna...
after that all went well... i've done all the remaining errands at nakaligo pa within 2 hours and 15 mins...
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