Wednesday, October 15, 2008

kuhaan ng grades...

Start:     Oct 20, '08 08:00a
End:     Oct 20, '08 6:00p
Location:     adamson university
judgement day... WAAAAA!!!!

Monday, October 6, 2008

isang usapan sa ym...

mga tanong ng isang estudyante ng ece sa isang estudyante ng nursing.


aldrin rocha: kirk
aldrin rocha: may tanong ako
aldrin rocha: alam mo b kung paano nakakamata ang stress?
aldrin rocha: nakakamatay?
Kirk Edang: ?
Kirk Edang: ah
Kirk Edang: e syempre, kelangan balanced ang lahat...
Kirk Edang: lalo na kung di kaya ng katawan, mas mapapabilis ang wear and tear nya. so kelangan ng relanxation and all
aldrin rocha: alin? brain cells?
Kirk Edang: uh, lahat ng cells
Kirk Edang: constantly nagtatrabaho sila, so unless magpahinga ka ng tamang oras (from 9pm to 8 am) di sila makakaregen ng maayos
aldrin rocha: aw ok. eh paano nasabi ng iba na nakakamatay daw ang stress? pag naoover fatigue at emotional stress?
Kirk Edang: exactly
aldrin rocha: then? basta magbebreak down na lang ang system? pwede ba yun?
Kirk Edang: oo, tipong tulala ka nalang... basta dapat di maabot ng body ang threshold, kundi parang pc nagcacrash rin
aldrin rocha: yung treshold na yun? pagkatulala? ano ung pumapalya na yung mind ng isang tao?
Kirk Edang: tama.
Kirk Edang: parang Pc, kelangan ng pahinga and all... tapos pag napuno ang memory card/ hard drive eh maghahang, or tepok, magcacrash ang server.
aldrin rocha: aw. kung ganun? nakakasira ng ulo?  nadedevelop din ba ang anxiety disorder kapag overload na yung stress?
Kirk Edang: oo naman kasi madami ka ng iniisip eh.... pero alam mo. may natutunan ako, it's all bout time management. or utakan lang kung gusto maging tamad
aldrin rocha: ahahaha pwede... eh paano ka kung napasok ka na sa ganitong bagay? matagal ba ang healing stage nito?
aldrin rocha: tapos nabasa ko din na nakakacause ito ng stomach pains, moodiness tapos mga doing things tulad ng pagkain etc.
Kirk Edang: uh, ewan kasi i haven't experienced it eh, chill lang kasi dapat. and after magtrabaho ng malupet,kelangan lang rewardan ang sarili....
aldrin rocha: magiging hyperacidic din yung tao
Kirk Edang: ewan, ganon kasi ako.... despite MARAMING ginagawang schoolworks ang lahat... pagtapos ng lahat eh magsaya ng onti tapos balik nanaman
aldrin rocha: hindi eh.. ah paano kung emotional yung dumadali... tulad ng family problems tapos isama mo pa yung stress sa school works
aldrin rocha: ?
Kirk Edang: oo isang effect rin yan, stress induced hyperacidity. may ganon, kakaisip eh yun body nagrerelease ng maraming hydrochloric acid(sa stomach, pangdigest) kaya un...nagkakakhyperacidity
Kirk Edang: uh, abasta... kelangan balance lahat.
Kirk Edang: yun lang mapapayo ko...
Kirk Edang: katumbas ng lungkot onting ligaya,
Kirk Edang: di naman pwede na porket malupet na hirap ang pinagdaanan eh dapat malupet na saya rin ang kapalit, dapat minsan makontento sa kahit konting saya....
Kirk Edang: lalim.
Kirk Edang: hay, sige na pasensya
aldrin rocha: ok... gets ko...
aldrin rocha: ok lang
aldrin rocha: salamat
Kirk Edang: at may mga hinahabol akong proyekto
aldrin rocha: next time marami rami rin akong itatanong eh
aldrin rocha:
aldrin rocha: malapit na sem break
aldrin rocha: dun nalang ako babanat.
aldrin rocha: salamt men
aldrin rocha: gudlucksa tatrabahuhin mong bagay
aldrin rocha: 

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paano mo malalamn ang totoo sa hindi? eh ang tama sa hindi? mapapatunayan mo ba na tama kung sa pananaw ng iba eh hindi tama?. ang simple pagtingin pa lang sa kapwa eh pwedeng maganda pwedeng hindi. pwedeng sabihin mo na maganda uagali niya pwede din namang hindi.sapat na ba ang magandang ugali para sa maraming bagay? o talino lang ba ang laging paiiralin?

pakiramdam. isinilang na meron, sabi nila kapag nabaon ka sa problema, pag umahon ka mas matibay ka... ang tanong eh paano kung hindi ka makaahon?

daming laman ng utak ko.

puro sabaw

ng  mga walang silbeng bagay.

Friday, October 3, 2008

nabasa ko lang

ito nakita ko habang napagtripan kong mag basa ng mga things about me sa friendster... nakita ko sa profile ng isa kong friend.... yung iba totoo yung iba hindi.

60 things most girls dont know
Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.


--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

anong oras na?!?!?!

wasting time... kt boys nung highschool at isang ugali na hindi ko matanggal tanggal. tipong ayan na... ramdam ko na may gagawin, importante... pero may mga panahon na talagang kumikitil ako ng oras na dapat ay inilalaan ko sa iba pang mas importanteng mga bagay. kada segundong nawawala ay may malupit na kabayaran. kaya nga importante eh. tulad ngayon, malamig kasi may bagyo daw. madilim nga sa labas at mukhang nagday off si fafa sun.
 
habit+lamig+mga bagay na nakakadistract= walang ginagawa sa mga dapat gawin= failing marks...


patay...

pag katapos mo akong makita sa ganitong sitwason eh makikita mo naman akong nagka-cram, nagmamadali na mukhang natatae, namamawis ng malamig dahil kabado sa posibleng mangyari. tapos makikita mo na half-cooked ung gawa...

laging sablay sa diskarte. hindi na ako magpapatumpik tumpik pa. tamad nga siguro ako, tamad na ayaw mag aral. pero hindi pwede to. ang pagaaral ng libre (sponsored ng mga magulang) ay minsan lang dadating. sabi nga eh chances are like a flowing river, once it passed, it will never return. pausong kowt lang pero totoo. kasi paglipas mong magaral sa kursong kinuha mo o kagaya sa lagay ko na kinuha ng mga magulang ko para sa akin. panahon na yun ng pagbabalik ng utang na loob. pwedeng oo pero pwedeng hindi. buti nga eh dumaan ang chance na ganito, kesa sa ibang tao na hindi dinaanan ang ganitong sitwasyon.

so bakit ba ako tamad? hindi ko alam, siguro walang inspirasyon... yata. walang tyaga??? pwede din. wala talagang inspirasyon para gumalaw ang katawan ko. kung meron man. hindi ko alam kung san patungo yung inspirasyon ko. kung iisipin siguro parang nanlamig lang. pero nasa gitna na ako, may inspirasyon man o wala. wala na akong magagawa kung hindi lumakad pasulong. kahit na nakakatakot ang tatahakin. pikit matang kailangan suungin. pero hindi naman kailangan na ipikit ang mga mata kasi may posibilidad naman na magandang pangyayaring pwedeng lumabas na hindi ko makita. marami na akong napagtanungan pero parang wala paring tumutumbok sa tinatanong ko sa kanila. may sagot sila sa ibang katanungan ko, pero ung mismong tinatanong ko eh hindi masagutan. pwede din naman sigurong nasabi nila yung sagot nakakapul sa tanong ko pero hindi ko narinig.

sa mga ibang bagay tulad nito, ang dami kong sipag. (marami namn pala eh, kaso hindi sa mga dapat gawin). pero tamad sa mga bagay na kailangan. isang katangahan.

sloth... isa sa mga seven deadly sins. katamaran ito. ngayon ko lang napagtanto kung paano namatay si juan tamad. maraming nagsabi na dahil hindi kumain sa tagal bumagsak ng prutas sa kanyang bibig. mali ata... napagisip ko na bumagsak yung prutas sa bibig niya. sakto, eh tinatamad siyang ngumuya so sinubukan niyang lunukin ng buo. ayun nabulunan. tapos, iniluwa na lang niya. so hindi siya nakakain. pero hindi pa siya patay. namatay siya kasi nung naglalakad na siya pauwi at hinahanap niya kung nakauwi nga yung mga katang na pinabibili sa kanya, eh bigla na lang siyang nahilo pero hindi sa kagutuman. so umupo siya. tapos namatay.... kasi tinamad huminga...

ganyan siguro ang mangyayari sa akin... sa sobrang tamad ko... anong oras?!?!?! wala pa akong nagagawa.!?!?!