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talking about respect.

as they said, respect begets respect. 

raised middle finger

i am a little bit drunk. just 2 bottles of beer and some shots of some drink. this is from my batchmates/friends in the last course i came from. 

why celebrate? because they graduated already. and then i asked. 

why can't i do it.

the result?

now i know my mother. 

i had no sympathy hence, all talks and sermons on what i must do not, how i must do it. 

not even a simple gesture of sympathy. my mind is now closed from a self centered person. you don't know what i feel today, you don't know how to be in my shoes. all you cared for and all you boast are all the hardships that you came from. all those things. concentration, blah blah blah... and yet you don't know the feeling to be in my shoes. 

i hate myself from being so weak, 

maybe i am drunk...

but as they say. drunk people are the most honest person.