thea

Walking alone
Alone I am cold
Hopeless and dry
Tears in my eyes

Perfect night
I shelter to my own eternally
Of my lonely soul


And then she came
And grace by its voice
An echo whisper for a lovely cause

Dressed with a smile
A never ending sign

This is my chance
To feel an empty life

If you fall

I will carry your show
For this I thank
To hold everything above

Burn this life
Of fame and fantasy
An ending hymn
To those who lead their need

Forever hold your pain
For I will give you same

Hold my hand
Don't let go
For all I know
I'll be seeing you from above

bth

Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm searching in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight 

gnothi seauton

i see myself in capeta XD

will be busy enough

kahit ganito lang ako. nakakapagod din. may mga panahon na nakakapagod maging anak.

in a pinch

meaninglessness

life become becomes absurd...

meaninglessness becomes the "thing" if things are going endlessly in a cycle, a cycle that has no meaning at all.

life check.

"drive" is nowhere

"goal" is messed up and is splitting of to many places

"self-esteem" don't know where it is

several things in life is a mess. friends, family, career

they say that thinking about meaningless things like those must be a thing of the past and needs to be beaten. be positive. 

positivity is just something that is not written in books. it's mean't to be learned by experience. 

things are easy said than done.

i don't know how to loosen up. my heart is beating fast. always. 

do you know how it feels?

kwistyun!

Answer these questions about your high school and college life. 

1. Which school did you go to?

HS: don bosco technical college mandaluyong

College: adamson university

2. Fave Subjects:

HS: shop practice, drafting, p.e., recess, uwian  

College: viscomm, theo, philo, drafting, free time

3. Worst Subjects

HS: computer lab ata nung 1st year... pinatawag p c ermats kasi ang baba ng grades ko

College: ee theory, tech writing, yung mga subjects na connected sa ece... ok naman sana but i hate to admit it... wala akong naintindihan eh..

4. Memorable Teachers/Professors:

HS: lahat...i mean everyone... tama lang sila... hindi terror hindi maxaxdong maluwag... sulit lahat. 

College: maraming prof... yung mga nakakausap ko hanggang ngayon... alam na nila kung cnu yun

5. Ever been called to the guidance/discipline office?

HS: yes... yung exam na pinakuha... tsaka nung nakabasag kami salamin na accident lang... XD

college: hindi pero ako pumunta ng kusa dun... nagpaadvise ako nung magshishift ako. 

6. Tambayan sa Campus

HS: sa harap ng gym, stone tables sa may football field, sa amici. sa loob ng gym.

College: cs walkway, library

7. Ever been absent because you just want to?

HS: yep

College: yep xD

8. Ever been reprimanded by a teacher/professor in front of the whole class?

HS: hindi pa naman..

College: hindi

9. Good boy or mean boy.

HS:------

College: ------- 

i don't classify myself...

10. Career Plan

HS: bwahahahahaha... architecture or fine arts

College: ece [failed] architecture [on the process]

11. Memorable Moments

HS: everything in highschool... damn, pero pakiramdam ko hindi ko nagawa lahat... bdtrip

College:[ on the process ]

12. My friends would describe me as:

HS: tomas. 

College: ______ fill in the blank 

13. Do you regret going to that school?

HS: hell no

College: nope. 

14. Most important lesson learned:

HS: hs is too short... but still forms what your are going to be

College: ---------

overhaul

maybe life has no equal trade. maybe you can give up all you've got and get nothing back but still even if i can't prove it's true i have to try

bwelo lang ako ng konti... sana magawa ko ng tama

saving many words for a certain thing

pasukan na bukas. mag papainclude then have a class... 1st class... philisophy O_O

tula

higit ka sa maganda

higit sa makikita ng mata at matatanaw ng diwa

higit sa maipipinta ng awit at malililok ng salita

higit sa malilipadng pangarap at masisisid ng tula

by

rogelio manglicmot

so what if you're not loved... so what if your not praised... so what if you feel lonely... so what if you feel that you are dead. just walk forward. no one's going to bother about you... live, for yourself eventhough you have no dreams at all

how can i disable the meebo bar in multiply?