Friday, November 13, 2009

meaninglessness

life become becomes absurd...

meaninglessness becomes the "thing" if things are going endlessly in a cycle, a cycle that has no meaning at all.

life check.

"drive" is nowhere
"goal" is messed up and is splitting of to many places
"self-esteem" don't know where it is

several things in life is a mess. friends, family, career

they say that thinking about meaningless things like those must be a thing of the past and needs to be beaten. be positive. 

positivity is just something that is not written in books. it's mean't to be learned by experience. 

things are easy said than done.


i don't know how to loosen up. my heart is beating fast. always. 




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