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sense runs out of the forums of an ordinary mind

adjusting is always part of the life

and yet

some what

it seems to be abnormal

wala lang

lss...

pasan

Naglalakbay sa gitna ng dalampasigan
Minamasdan ang alon
Na humahampas sa nakaraan

Umihip ang hangin
Sa langit ako’y napatingin
Ulap ay sadyang kaydilim
Tila yata may bagyong parating
Bakit ka lumuluha?
Bakit nagtataka?
Akala mo ba, ika’y iniwan na?

Hindi, pasan kita
Hindi mo ba nakikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

Nasaan na ang tapang
At lakas ng ‘yong loob
Ngayo’y karuwagan na lang ba
Ang iyong sagot

Umihip ang hangin
Sa langit ako’y napatingin
Ulap ay sadyang kaydilim
Tila yata may bagyong parating
Bakit ka lumuluha?
Bakit nagtataka?
Akala mo ba, ika’y iniwan na?

Hindi, pasan kita
Hindi mo ba nakikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

Hindi ko naman hangad
Ang anumang bagay sa mundo
Ang tanging hinihiling ko lamang
Ay yakapin mo

At ngayon, pasan kita
Ngayon mo na makikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

At ngayon, pasan kita
Ngayon mo na makikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

sketch

all i wish. that more people will understand the real me
    all i crave. acceptance like anyone else
all i cared. others instead of me
    all i dreamed. a skill of flight to loosen ends, a simple form of escape

a simple dream. all is good; no worries
   a wish. never been granted as always and forever
a time. i say sorry for those whom i have hurt in the things that i say
a chance. to dream that someday you will succeed

this time. no one accepts who i am
this place. a sanctuary where in i can be myself
this words. not coming from my nostrils but sincerely from inside
this body. in time i will depart but hoping to born a simple memory

hatred. a feeling that no one can escape from
    love. everybody is seeking, a glance from everybody's eyes
purity. even how clean, no body ever achieved.
    imagination. lack in everybody, too old to dream.

heart. always to be in someone else's
mind. it's a tool and neither of anybody's proper usage
hands. even so clean is full of dirt and when it's dirty, cleanliness achieved
eyes. defy everything present.

prospect. given by people, not everyone realizes
dream. neither day or night. gives something that some humans cannot achieve.
sound. brave nor coward. senseless and truthful
life. created. short hence long. not happy but not sad

work. praying for living. created of the ended
drawing. can't words, no expression.
writing. peace more than one's head
walking. more than places to see but something hidden within.

ako

staring off... hindi ko alam kung ano ang ilalagay ko ngayon sa blog pero merong certain urge to blog. kanina pa umaandar ang utak ko, ang daming iniisip tungkol sa mga bagay na pang-adik.

life, has it's own temptations. weird because it's signifies the "human-ness" of a person. kadalasan din na pangtakas ito sa mga bagay na nagawa mong mali. many people say  "pasensya na, tao lang"  pag natetempt at nagkakamali. that's the a realization in life nalagi nating tinatakasan. ang pagkakamali. many people play the roles of the so called "greater good". so what are the chances for doing such thing. basically i don't know, but they are willing to risk anyones life in jeopardy just to prove that it is for the "greater good", but in the end it lands to a reality that they are doing it for their own selfish ambitions. if life ends, where is someone going to go, purgatory, heaven, hell or in some place beyond human imagination. well, one things for sure. when i go to a place like that someday, i want to meet the divine creator. in this life. i've got so many questions to ask. i not need arguement but a talk. medyo batas ang pagkaka-construct ng words pero. it will make it a lot easier. hindi ako bossy. medyo nahihirapan lang talaga akong magexpress.

life is supposed to be life, but many makes it too hard to live in, many are pressuring themselves to work, therefore, creating money as there one true love. people now a days are making things too complicated but when they just, look more closely, it's too deng easy... well as time passes, much little people only realize that. life is supposed to be fun, and yet many people resist to be fun. just not everybody notices it. when everybody is hot headed and to stubborn to listen, all they do is to calm down cause being such doesn't give you any good.

why do i do this. why do i blog. i simply answer that..."i don't know".... when any other is fund of playing, studying, busting themselves on gym, cigars, and drinking. i am here, typing. stupid isn't it? pang gago lang... well everything has it's own reason at kadalasang kong sinasabi eh, kanya kanya lang talaga yan. this is what i am fund to do, i like to draw, like to think and i like to write. nanonood din ako ng tv , naglalaro pero dito lang talaga ako napapalagay.

all is talking about figures, grades etc. then they argue and they fight if some don't achieve what they want for them. intelligence is divided in many parts. kanya-kanyang katalinuhan yan. and sometimes passion makes it more better. many don't know that i write, as always many are judging me that i've got no substance. taong kanto. well i admit that, na talagang mukha akong taong kanto, nagmumura ako, maligalig, sabog, at hindi pumoporma. i speak na i am simple as eveybody sees. mas gusto kong simple ang lahat. noworries. and maybe that's the reason why many misunderstood me. hahaha, tagal ko nang alam na misunderstood ako pero ngayon ko lang nalaman kung bakit. sabog talga. well i am too stubborn. hahaha... sabog talaga. well may mga bagay akong hindi nagugustuhan pero ayus lang, kinakaya naman, mas maginhawa ang aking pakiramdam ngayon.

i've got a sketch pad, and not everyone is knowing it, kulangot. hahaha. tinatago ko kasi at lagi kong daladala ang kulangot na yon. pero hindi lang mga drawing ang laman nun kung hindi isa pang blog na laman ang extremities ko raised to 2. pero ayus naman, hindi lahat ang nakakaalam at hindi lahat ang nakapagbuklat nun. wala pang lima ang nakakalam nun. i've got a certain feeling that something is going to end. just don' t know what that is.

i am just contented not as everybody is. napakasimple lang ng mga pangarap ko. and some of it is not for myself but some common good. . . i live in so much virtues, that's why i am mostly staring through thin air.

What Aldren Thomas Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?