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life is at my face as of the moment, but why? why am i so afraid, why am i so confused with everything. my mind's a mess right now.

i'm here; stood still
wants to but refuses to take a step
sitting all day and night, thinking.
hoping that it will clear out.
am i hurt or something?

maybe  i'm deaf, maybe blind

something's wrong  but in my mind, only a little is worth.

it continues to spin.

i continue to be irrelevant.

am i just overthinking everything?

or maybe i am really a screwup.

this is shit

i hate it.