much has been said
many are done
but in the end it falls
still short for something no one can see
i've put myself
doing for something
i've searched everywhere
to find nothing
inside then i ask
what do i need
maybe money, material things
then i think twice, maybe not
i've got friends
i have a family
it is still working
so what i must have to search
then i remember
one place i've got to look
somewhere near
a place where i didn't notice
then there i saw
what i lack
something easily given
but not always must be given
praise that's i need
the hunger with it
maybe im over reacting
but that's what i lack from my mother
in everything i do
there's no such good
in everyhing i say
there is always reject
maybe what i need
someone who can
turn this nightmare in to something good
to turn this wheel around
then i take a look
inside was fine
but when i looked closer
i saw a little problem
my heart's still beating
but then i realized
it's now weak
and no blood is flowing
after this, i live my life
lot's of laughs, stories and many more
but then something i know
it's good in the outside
then it's hollow inside
Friday, November 9, 2007
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
a simple fairytale
when i woke up this morning
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*charoaldrin/lipas_gu2m/tirador ng kaning lamig
by:
aldren thomas rocha
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*charoaldrin/lipas_gu2m/tirador ng kaning lamig
by:
aldren thomas rocha
a simple fairytale
when i woke up this morning
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*lipas_gu2m
by:
aldren thomas rocha
my body seemed to be lowly
because my dream of a fairy
and my princess that was cheery
just stop suddenly
i said it was such a good dream
the sun shining it's beam;
but as all it may seem
fairytales has bad things to slim
all good that has to be seen
i was there, with someone i wished for
her heart for me, already opened the door
we're happy as it can be; but then there's suddenly a roar
it's a dragon not just a wild boar
ready to breath fire to tear us apart
but as i see
im not a knight that shines as to be
but an ordinary person not big as a tree;
we tried to flee
but just as i thought it was no use at all
my princess; in fear just tremble
as we run together, also we fumble
it think this is no use, 'cause many times we stumble
there's only one choice but it can cause me to crumble
i said "go on, it will be easy as a bubble"
but then she resist
she said "i won't leave you" with closed fist
then i shouted because im pissed
she turned her back with eyes teary and full of resist
but i said i must do it because she was first on my list
she run away
like a butterfly astray
then i faced the dragon's rays
this big thing that i must slay
but i am no where to find anything to help?!
im just a normal person... i've got nothing but hope and spirit
then the fight was there
between me and a dragon much more than a bear
then i was in tears
hoping i will see her again
then it was it. now is the time
the fight between the skies and a mime
although it's not very sublime
i'll try my best not to die
then out of thin air i draw a sword
it's much louder than any other word
this is the time for an action
i just need a fraction
to beat this thing out of my sight
then there it is;
tossed as i were
i have an injure that i can't bare
all i did was to stare
to an enemy that i can't pair
then up i stood
just like in the movies; a marvelous steed
then with a great speed
in the heart just stab it
i didn't know what i did
then i sat in it's lifeless body;
i don't have any breath that was stored
now i felt that apart i was tore
the pain that i can't feel anymore
it's just too hard to live more
with bruises and blood everywhere;
my eyes are now closing
i think my heart stop beating
my body i no more feel
now this wasn't a great deal
then i just smiled
happy that she was alive
the fight that i strive
now left me breathless
calm in the land of forever
then i opened my eyes
i realized it was just a dream
because i saw the ceiling with the color of cream
but i thought it was such a good theme
as good maybe to be a film
in the things i saw
i wept for a second
because we have an everlasting bond
is impossible to in the real world
just myself i told
i want to hug her
from behind; for so i love her
this, her heart she can't hear
that from inside of me that cause it to tear
for so i know
myself i will love her
eventhough nothing in return
i will love her forever more
like in the dream
it was a fairytale
a last resort
in the real world it is no redemption
but a real feeling of a heart that loves forever
- first posted poem
*lipas_gu2m
by:
aldren thomas rocha
Monday, November 5, 2007
nakakapanglokong araw
the first day of the second sem is good... kitakits nanaman kami,., may ialng absent na parang may hangover pa sa sem break at may masisipag naman pumasok katulad namin.. as usual stick together theme ang nangyari kanina yung mga nagblock... kamikami yun... ay nagsamasama sa isang parte ng clasrum..
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
nakakapanglokong araw
the first day of the second sem is good... kitakits nanaman kami,., may ialng absent na parang may hangover pa sa sem break at may masisipag naman pumasok katulad namin.. as usual stick together theme ang nangyari kanina yung mga nagblock... kamikami yun... ay nagsamasama sa isang parte ng clasrum..
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
may mangilanngilan na nalate... tipong second subject na dumating at meron din naman na ever punctual na katulad namin (ngyahaha).... ayus...
pero tulad parin ng second sem, si lex, jemil at james... may dalang rubics cube... ayun super solvekanina... parang lokohan lang
kaso may isang problema... ang buong akala ko eh ang mga estudyante lang ang marunong mag cutting classes, mga prof din pala.,, akalain mo yun...?! binoycot ata kami ng mga prof namin at ang masiste pa dyan eh hindi lang isa kung hindi lahat!?! daFCK! walan joe,,, nakakapangloko//// kaya ayun ang aming matinding patay oras na mga gawain eh nasawa na... parang tulad ng dati..
DOTA nlng kami,,,
whew! ang saya ng first day...
nakakapanglokong araw...
pero at least, hindi ako na late, masaya naman ang araw so
kahit na parang ewan lang eh ayus naman
KASO hindi productive!
Friday, November 2, 2007
the squash rumble
the squash rumble, ay isang ulam na nadiskubre namin ni ate zen ng hindi sinasadya... patty.,. we created a lot of them, from burger patty, potato patty, and squash patty also... i know how to cook them, kasi medyo madalas din akong nauutusan magluto dahil ang daming ginagawa ni ate zen... october 31 pa nun.,, it's already 3 pm tapos, scheduled kami na pumunta sa condo nila kim a.k.a as the 4k's (mga cousins)...
WTF 3 pm na! kailangan ko na mag ayos ng damit, maligo bago umalis, kumain, at magluto... oyeh... all in 2 hours... well no sweat yung mga yun kaso, ang dami pa ginawa bago ko gawin ang mga ito.,. DAFA! leche, groggy na ako nung mga panahon na iyon kaya nanghihina na ako... well ginagawa ko na yung patty, first yung squash then egg then chopped some onions and garlic. konting paminta at ! HUWA! ang liit nung flour,,, na taranta na ako.. kasi nakasalang na yung kawali sa stove tapos mainit na yung oil... patay...
so wala na akong nagawa kung hindi sumugal... sinubukan ko... YES! yung una, patty... tapos yung sumunod... OW NOSE! not quite of a patty.. humingi na ako ng retreat... nagsabi na ako kay ate zen na noon ay naglalaba... "paano 2?"... pressured na ako, so i decided to lower down the fire... mahina na yung apoy sa stove... tapos sabi ni ate zen... gawan daw ng paraan.... napaisip ako... tapos out of no where... may lumabas na bulb sa ulo ni ate zen... sabi niya, may gata sa loob ng ref! OYEH! na gegets ko na so hininaan ko pa yung apoy na to the extent na almost na isang ihip nlng eh mamamatay na... tapos drain yung oil dun sa squash, then/// put all the batter ng squash patty tapos may gata...
halo ng halo hanggang sa malapot...
in an instant... bagong recipe, but no name...
nag suggest si ate zen na squash rumble... nag rumble rumble na kasi yung kitchen sa pressure...second motion naman si mic...
new recipe.. hindi sinasadya and thanks to pressure...
after that, eh tasting... damn it's good.. sarap na ulam kasama ng tuna...
after that all went well... i've done all the remaining errands at nakaligo pa within 2 hours and 15 mins...
the squash rumble...
the squash rumble, ay isang ulam na nadiskubre namin ni ate zen ng hindi sinasadya...
patty.,. we created a lot of them, from burger patty, potato patty, and squash patty also... i know how to cook them, kasi medyo madalas din akong nauutusan magluto dahil ang daming ginagawa ni ate zen... october 31 pa nun.,, it's already 3 pm tapos, scheduled kami na pumunta sa condo nila kim a.k.a as the 4k's (mga cousins)...
WTF 3 pm na! kailangan ko na mag ayos ng damit, maligo bago umalis, kumain, at magluto... oyeh... all in 2 hours... well no sweat yung mga yun kaso, ang dami pa ginawa bago ko gawin ang mga ito.,. DAFA! leche, groggy na ako nung mga panahon na iyon kaya nanghihina na ako... well ginagawa ko na yung patty, first yung squash then egg then chopped some onions and garlic. konting paminta at ! HUWA! ang liit nung flour,,, na taranta na ako.. kasi nakasalang na yung kawali sa stove tapos mainit na yung oil... patay...
so wala na akong nagawa kung hindi sumugal... sinubukan ko... YES! yung una, patty... tapos yung sumunod... OW NOSE! not quite of a patty.. humingi na ako ng retreat... nagsabi na ako kay ate zen na noon ay naglalaba... "paano 2?"... pressured na ako, so i decided to lower down the fire... mahina na yung apoy sa stove... tapos sabi ni ate zen... gawan daw ng paraan.... napaisip ako... tapos out of no where... may lumabas na bulb sa ulo ni ate zen... sabi niya, may gata sa loob ng ref! OYEH! na gegets ko na so hininaan ko pa yung apoy na to the extent na almost na isang ihip nlng eh mamamatay na... tapos drain yung oil dun sa squash, then/// put all the batter ng squash patty tapos may gata...
halo ng halo hanggang sa malapot...
in an instant... bagong recipe, but no name...
nag suggest si ate zen na squash rumble... nag rumble rumble na kasi yung kitchen sa pressure...second motion naman si mic...
new recipe.. hindi sinasadya and thanks to pressure...
after that, eh tasting... damn it's good.. sarap na ulam kasama ng tuna...
after that all went well... i've done all the remaining errands at nakaligo pa within 2 hours and 15 mins...
patty.,. we created a lot of them, from burger patty, potato patty, and squash patty also... i know how to cook them, kasi medyo madalas din akong nauutusan magluto dahil ang daming ginagawa ni ate zen... october 31 pa nun.,, it's already 3 pm tapos, scheduled kami na pumunta sa condo nila kim a.k.a as the 4k's (mga cousins)...
WTF 3 pm na! kailangan ko na mag ayos ng damit, maligo bago umalis, kumain, at magluto... oyeh... all in 2 hours... well no sweat yung mga yun kaso, ang dami pa ginawa bago ko gawin ang mga ito.,. DAFA! leche, groggy na ako nung mga panahon na iyon kaya nanghihina na ako... well ginagawa ko na yung patty, first yung squash then egg then chopped some onions and garlic. konting paminta at ! HUWA! ang liit nung flour,,, na taranta na ako.. kasi nakasalang na yung kawali sa stove tapos mainit na yung oil... patay...
so wala na akong nagawa kung hindi sumugal... sinubukan ko... YES! yung una, patty... tapos yung sumunod... OW NOSE! not quite of a patty.. humingi na ako ng retreat... nagsabi na ako kay ate zen na noon ay naglalaba... "paano 2?"... pressured na ako, so i decided to lower down the fire... mahina na yung apoy sa stove... tapos sabi ni ate zen... gawan daw ng paraan.... napaisip ako... tapos out of no where... may lumabas na bulb sa ulo ni ate zen... sabi niya, may gata sa loob ng ref! OYEH! na gegets ko na so hininaan ko pa yung apoy na to the extent na almost na isang ihip nlng eh mamamatay na... tapos drain yung oil dun sa squash, then/// put all the batter ng squash patty tapos may gata...
halo ng halo hanggang sa malapot...
in an instant... bagong recipe, but no name...
nag suggest si ate zen na squash rumble... nag rumble rumble na kasi yung kitchen sa pressure...second motion naman si mic...
new recipe.. hindi sinasadya and thanks to pressure...
after that, eh tasting... damn it's good.. sarap na ulam kasama ng tuna...
after that all went well... i've done all the remaining errands at nakaligo pa within 2 hours and 15 mins...
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