something's missing

much has been said
many are done
but in the end it falls
still short for something no one can see

i've put myself
doing for something
i've searched everywhere
to find nothing

inside then i ask
what do i need
maybe money, material things
then i think twice, maybe not

i've got friends
i have a family
it is still working
so what i must have to search

then i remember
one place i've got to look
somewhere near
a place where i didn't notice

then there i saw
what i lack
something easily given
but not always must be given

praise that's i need
the hunger with it
maybe im over reacting
but that's what i lack from my mother

in everything i do
there's no such good
in everyhing i say
there is always reject

maybe what i need
someone who can
turn this nightmare in to something good
to turn this wheel around

then i take a look
inside was fine
but when i looked closer
i saw a little problem

my heart's still beating
but then i realized
it's now weak
and no blood is flowing

after this, i live my life
lot's of laughs, stories and many more
but then something i know
it's good in the outside
then it's hollow inside