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Start:	Feb 21, '08 07:00a
End:	Feb 22, '08

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still too much frustrations,

hindi na kayang ilabas ng simpleng pagwawala sa loob ng karaoke hub na kasama sila jemil, lex, chiz, tina, arwin... hindi rin kinaya ng simpleng pagdodota...

now i am cursing things just to ease up this pain... so damn frustrated...

tanginang buhay to!...

lahat lahat, nawawala sa akin kahit na yung mga bagay na gusto kong kuhain nawawala parin...

badtrip...

bwakananginamo...

hindi pa sapat ito, kung kulang pa,,, tara, square na lang tayo...

(sorry sa pag mumura...)

sobrang frustrations... need to have a decent break, siguro maglalayas muna ako???

pagdasal ninyo nasana maayos ang lahat...

badtrip talaga... simula pa nung mga panahon na hindi ko na matandaan ito...

ow men!

sabogaloids na ako!!!

so damn frustrated

i am frustrated in everything... in our house, in school, in studies... in everything..

everything from the start, everything that i gain always seems to be lost, everyone that i know... i don't already know... i hate also that i can't express what i want to express. i hate everything.... i hate. all. i hate that i can't cry when i needed to and i can't cry even if i wanted. i don't know wha't the problem in this body. i hate everyone. from our house to the school. i am so frustrated because everyone want to govern my life, everyone tells me what i will do, what will i want... everything... can't express every thing... i want to explode but my body is too stubborn to do something like that... i hate my life.... i am so frustrated in all the thing that i want to achieve because in the point of achieving it... it becomes nothing. i hate my life. i hate it.

family, only wants me too burn myself in studying. in school, everybody is teasing me... all looks fine because i am smiling... when i say my burden to them, nobody cares. all they say is something... when i run to my family, all their concern is their suffering... nobody cares... that i am now suffering too much... now, nobody is there to trust... nobody will listen to me... nobody wants to listen to me...

now i am failing in things... in school, in my dreams...a always fail. all want's to govern my life, in the point of loosing... they blame on me, all cares and all want me to what they please. in the point of loosing. nobody cares... all they do is to blame...

in prelim. i failed 2 major subjects...

 

nobody cared but only said...

 

makakabawi ka pa ... prelim  pa lang naman eh...

 

gusto nila akong bumawi pero hindi nila alam kung ano ang hirap na pinagdadaanan ko ngayon, i want to explode...

 

mas madali ninyong sabihin na madali lang ang lahat pero sa akin, all is too damn hard...

 

kung alam nyo lang... i am so damn frustrated in this life...

i want to do a change, i want to pass....

 

but im suffering too much... i am lost....

 

can someone take it all away, my frustrations, my dreams, my life... i can't stand things anymore....

pictures kila miko...

sabog ako at mapagtripan na magpicture sa fone ni miko.... sabay upload pipituran sana ang nasa sketch pad ko pero saka na lang...

magaaral pa ako sa physics 2... may quiz bukas.,.

tribu ni miso

damn frustrated... nasira ang pc ko kaya nasa computer shop ako ngayon... may tama ang aking video card kaya walang output sa monitor... kung kelan ako nagcacram sa paggawa ng assignment sa calculus...

 

now it think this is a real test of patience...

 

wish  me luck

 

sana maayos na din yung pc ko..

eccentric

life used to be lived in a simple manner. making complications makes life hard to enjoy which now destroys the simplicity of it...

    things are used and people to be loved but now. it is things that are loved and people are to be used

       making right judgement is not used to be what you think is right but what in life is right

          now  my mind is flying through the air, i wish that life can be so carefree but it has the                 sense of commitment and responsibility.

                life is really simple but sadly many people made it really hard to live upon...

                   life is a mixture of everything not anything...








life, is simple as it is.

                         but to achieve the goal

          one must work hard


                                                             one must live carelessly

             to enjoy


                                                 to appreciate

                                  live life

                                                 as if there where no tomorrow


                                                                         not afraid to live


                                       and not afraid to die...

z

life, it works on everything... based on our's life is (from my perspective from now) not having much of something but having a pinch of everything... it must no focus on only one thing, it's when someone's life topsyturby. it's not on the fame or the trophy but on friends family and non material possessions. life does not depend on winning nor loosing but a pinch of both.

live life, don't be afraid to live and mostly don't be afraid to die...

life is a pinch of everything, don't be afraid to loose because in return you will gain better than what you lost... loosing is really nothing...

maybe... sometimes...

loosing is gaining...