haay naku buhay nga naman ano? i think i will break down into pieces. why am i saying this. i dont know! and thats the reason.,. now, it's all swirling down into a vortex in which i cannot understand. masyadong magulo! bakit kaya ganito. i've got no direction as of now. hindi naman ako nag gagago pero sana, im finding someone to hold on, hindi na ata sapat ang friends at family. ngayon, parang nabasag ako, nalaglag ng walang laban. people around me think that i am ok. the problem is that, i think and i feel that now, im just a good movie that after everyone sees. i will be left out, behind, shaken and the world doesnt give a damn about me. i want to cry but i can't i simply just can't... alone... nagpapasalamat ako sa mga kasama ko nga sa friends and family. kayo na lang ang hinahawakan ko at pag nawala isa sa inyo. hindi ko na lang alam... i am seeing na kailangan ko na maging matigas, not for me but for everyone else...
im hapy outside but inside,.., in just a blink of an eye. maybe i will break. no one knows but im starting to feel it... when this happens my heart will turn into stone.
and i dont like it...
masama na nga ang pakiramdam ko, masakit pa gums ko.. leche... may singaw ata.
thinking that im a joker. it's been said by many people. but like clowns the true feelings are behindi those thick make-up we wear...
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