Friday, November 27, 2009

thea

Walking alone
Alone I am cold
Hopeless and dry
Tears in my eyes

Perfect night
I shelter to my own eternally
Of my lonely soul


And then she came
And grace by its voice
An echo whisper for a lovely cause

Dressed with a smile
A never ending sign
This is my chance
To feel an empty life

If you fall
I will carry your show
For this I thank
To hold everything above

Burn this life
Of fame and fantasy
An ending hymn
To those who lead their need

Forever hold your pain
For I will give you same

Hold my hand
Don't let go
For all I know
I'll be seeing you from above

Thursday, November 26, 2009

bth

Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm searching in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight 

gnothi seauton